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Be thankful for what you have. Seriously.

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 25, 2008, 12:11 AM




It's been a few weeks since I stopped taking my medication. (long story, don't want to talk about it) It's been difficult to cope with the side effects, especially once I was told they may be permanent. I'm going through really bad withdrawal symptoms, even now; jitters, brain shocks, dizziness, headaches, incoherence... I honestly feel like my brain is under water.

Yesterday I came to a very bad realization. I still cannot play video games even after waiting for weeks. Anyone who knows me, knows that video games are my life. I'm practically attached to my gameboy. I tried to play the wii, the ps2, anything, but I just cannot focus and my reflexes are awful.

To give you a slight insight of what I'm experiencing click this. I'm bad with words, this is the best I can do.

I don't want your sympathy. There is nothing you can do for me.
I just want you to think about the good things you have and appreciate them, because any day they could be taken away from you.

I'm losing everything to this medication.

EDIT: Even on my new medication I have dizzy spells and bad motor skills. I was hoping these things would have ceased. ):




Requests-No
Trades-Maybe*
Commissions-Yes
FanArt-Yes, please

*In lieu of this, I have decided that I will no longer do my half of any trade first. If that's cool with you, I'll most likely do the trade.
  • Mood: Hopeless

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  • Personal Quote: Hmm... He's make such a lovely corpse.--Mottenfest

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~DeutschMacht:iconDeutschMacht: 15 hours 21 minutes agoComment hidden by Owner
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~MichaelSchenker2nd:iconMichaelSchenker2nd: 3 days 7 minutes ago
I wish they made one that looks like that Frank Zappa album cover.
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 3 days 9 hours ago
CAN'T HELP IT. YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND, GIRLS DON'T POOP!

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

I accept Master Chief as my Savior. If you do to and aren't scared too admit it, paste this into your signature.
~Sara-Ford:iconSara-Ford: 3 days 9 hours ago
oh you and your poopin'

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I'm The Carpenter in the deviantART Psychonauts Crew!

-:heart:Feel the Love, Love the feelin':heart:-
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 3 days 12 hours ago
:iconmottenfest:
:iconpooplz:

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

I accept Master Chief as my Savior. If you do to and aren't scared too admit it, paste this into your signature.
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 4 days 8 hours ago
no problem, amigo!

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

I accept Master Chief as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared too admit it, paste this into your signature.
~DatBoiDrew:iconDatBoiDrew: 5 days 12 hours ago
thanks alot for checking out my art and dropping a comment!

Take Care

-Dat Boi Drew

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Swiff - Tiny Tales © 2008
Pre-order book 1 now!
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 5 days 12 hours ago
Yuppers, that twas my nickname back in middleschool/highschool. ^.^

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

I accept Master Chief as my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared too admit it, paste this into your signature.
~MichaelSchenker2nd:iconMichaelSchenker2nd: 6 days 5 hours ago
Random question:

Was Rensis ever named Reno?
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 6 days 8 hours ago
dying isn't recommended, but having a laughing fit certainly is!!

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥
~Howlyourheartout:iconHowlyourheartout: 6 days 18 hours ago
Thanks for the comment on my picture!

I clicked your name, saw your webcam, and I DIED OF INSANE LAUGHTER. :evillaugh:

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You: I HAVE A SHOT GUN!
Me: I do to. I got a gun and shot it a few times.
You: Well, I have a pistol!
Me: Please don't get me started on a PIStol

I believe Jesus Christ is my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit, paste this here.
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: 6 days 19 hours ago
YAY!! SPREADIN THE GOSPAL OF LOOOVE.

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥
~thevampirebat:iconthevampirebat: 6 days 21 hours ago
I was all sad today and then I saw your webcam...I can now die happy
Thank you!!

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I can see you shiver with antici...pation
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~ToasttheLupess:iconToasttheLupess: May 8, 2008, 4:08:06 PM
PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING. ITS SO DANG TRUE*

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem

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Idol;; Shikamaru Nara!!!
Favorite Naruto Yaoi Couples;; o-o; WAYYY to many to count.
Naruto Fangirl of;; Neji Hyuuga, Kiba Inuzuki, Shikamaru Nara, Sasuke Uchiha, Kakashi Hatake, and Gaara.
Trades, and Commissions(virtual money) are OPEN!
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: May 7, 2008, 9:00:34 PM
It's Wesker from Resident evil. HE AM MAI HERO.

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥
*cibex:iconcibex: May 7, 2008, 4:02:30 PM
WHO is that sexy man in your icon. 8|
~supafagulust:iconsupafagulust: May 7, 2008, 2:49:02 PM
LOVE-SPREADINGHURRAH
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: May 5, 2008, 8:47:14 PM
I am going to watch you right back dangit! :|

My webcam speaks truthiness. Xb

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥
~itimebomb:iconitimebomb: May 5, 2008, 8:27:41 AM
What the hell!? And all this time I thought I was already watching you. >| This will be fixed.

AND! Your webcam..... is the greatest.
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: May 4, 2008, 7:47:11 PM
RETORTED

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥
=Abfc:iconAbfc: May 4, 2008, 7:18:16 PM
:thumbsup::lol:

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Go check out =dbestarchitect's emoticons and other pixel art today!

Faith in Humanity Points: -943/365
Since the first of May. Fuck you people.

私は日本語を話しませ&#
~supafagulust:iconsupafagulust: May 4, 2008, 7:00:23 PM
OHMAN. I'M KNOWN O:
And you're stalked. :]
=Mottenfest:iconMottenfest: May 4, 2008, 10:49:35 AM
SURE THING. :D

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Homophobia: The irrational fear that gays will invade and rearrange your furniture against your will.

♥"I hope that one day, you'll learn to live life hurting as little as possible."♥